nastiness will cause your doom , turn and walk back to your room .

What a wonderful day , right ? Its 4 degrees outside , the sun is up and the sky is blue . Thank god I am allowed to go out today ! :)  My grandma is coming today , she took the train and there was an accident somewhere , so she will be late , my mum and my brother are at BBI , buying my brother something =.= again . hahaha , he will be so spoiled at my age , you wait and see ! But I will definetly do something productive today , because yesterday I sat at home all day , and i did NOTHING , abso-fucking-lutely nothing . So today , I need to shower , leave the house and do something . I might go to Fies later , but I'll see , I might get lazy and just tell her to meet me somewhere , I want to hang out with Jelly todaaay ! I miss her , barely ever talk to her ! Damn school =.= So anyway , listening to some Taylor Swift , just chillin for now . Cant wait for math week , next week :D haha YAY ! I will be so prepared , so I get a 3 on the next math test :) OK , I am getting pretty tired of stupid Taylor Swift , but not the point , you know Naz ? Noras ex-boyfriend ? Yeah , well he blocked us , on facebook . I am just puzzled by the fact that someone so "mature" would do such a childish thing . No offense of course , but I mean I always hated Naz , he was such a self-loving person , with such a big ego to think that everyone was in love with him . He needs to fucking wake up and realize not everything is about him , and i am GLAD , i am fucking glad that him and Nora broke up , he doesnt deserve her , for many reasons . And he was a liar , and yeah he did make fun of me because I re-did a year , but guess what ? SO DID HE ! that motherfucking asshole . No , he is a BANANANAZZHOLE !  But who cares ? The past is the past ; but I was going to tell "you know who" I like him today . I told myself , last night : "Sarahh , you will do it , tomorrow . I swear you will ." but then tomorrow came , and I decided not to do it :) yeah , I am a pussy , but I just cant do it , Im scared ... you know ? But I will go shower , and I will be back soon , with some interesting pictures I found this wonderful moment , but first you know , I like to open myself on my blog , cause i am too chicken to tell people , like when were face-to-face , so I just let it all out here , and then i am peaceful all day , I dont have to worry about all the stress that I kept , and that I didnt say out loud , I say it here , and I am all happy afterwards :) <3

Bad decisions make good stories .

Okay , I am annoyed . How do some people live with themselves ? Simple : they don't see themselves as the person they are , they find this perfection in everything they do , but everyone else , sees them as stuckup bitches who hate everyone . I am just saying , that I am fucking pissed , but I dont go yellin at the person , NO ! I YELL HERE ! because of many reasons 1. I'm not that mean 2. Well , I am obviously not that mean . But the point is , that I dont know what a person goes through to become what they are . Cheating on your boyfriend , bitching at your best friend ? I doubt that is an attitude of a NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN . No offense of course , I love every creature in the world , but please , dont force ME into knocking some fucking sense into you . Okay ,  I just ate so I'm feeling less bitchier , but nevertheless , what I said is true , some people just need to realize that :) moving on to a different topic , talking to Nora , shes supposed to go to Norway , but her flight was canceled , I think this means something :) haha , but whatevs , HAHAHA , just remembered I needed to tweet , and watch an episode of Amnesia , and an episode of Greek and Blue Mountain State :D YAY ! I am a very busy woman today :) but sleepover with my baby bear tomorrow :) <3 i miss her !Whatelsewhatelsewhatelse , I knew what i was going to talk about , but I forgot , damn me and my bad memory !!! Vampire Weekend is a great band :) love them very very much ! and may I add that I dont give a fuck of what happens this year :) related to eating dessert before dinner . and some other stuff related to that , are the fact that Anna still told Oddie :) and I'm proud of her , but we had a bet , now I have to look for her perfect guy , cuz I am such a matchmaker ! hahaha ! look at my stupid decisions , but yeah , Its fine , Ill do my best ! :) and I already have someone in mind ! Listening to some music , Dad and brother on the mountain , mum watching something on TV . and reading , she likes to multi-task . I talked to her about my dream last night , she knows this kind of stuff , she can also read my future from a cup of coffee , but thats a different story , she always tells me about a tall blonde guy on a horse =.= still waiting for him . But about the dream , I dreamt about this person , but i forgot how they looked , so I couldnt imagine their face , so , she said when I cannot see a persons face in my dreams , it means that they are not who they say they are . That they are pretending to be someone that they really arent . Which surprised me , because I know exactly who that is , and why they do it . But then I told her , how in my dream , my glasses broke , and that meant that i had to open my eyes , and that some things arent what they seemed , so now I am suspicious of everything . But thats it for now , I have a life ;) I am gonna go watch some Amnesia , and Greek and Blue Mountain State :)