Bad decisions make good stories .

Okay , I am annoyed . How do some people live with themselves ? Simple : they don't see themselves as the person they are , they find this perfection in everything they do , but everyone else , sees them as stuckup bitches who hate everyone . I am just saying , that I am fucking pissed , but I dont go yellin at the person , NO ! I YELL HERE ! because of many reasons 1. I'm not that mean 2. Well , I am obviously not that mean . But the point is , that I dont know what a person goes through to become what they are . Cheating on your boyfriend , bitching at your best friend ? I doubt that is an attitude of a NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN . No offense of course , I love every creature in the world , but please , dont force ME into knocking some fucking sense into you . Okay ,  I just ate so I'm feeling less bitchier , but nevertheless , what I said is true , some people just need to realize that :) moving on to a different topic , talking to Nora , shes supposed to go to Norway , but her flight was canceled , I think this means something :) haha , but whatevs , HAHAHA , just remembered I needed to tweet , and watch an episode of Amnesia , and an episode of Greek and Blue Mountain State :D YAY ! I am a very busy woman today :) but sleepover with my baby bear tomorrow :) <3 i miss her !Whatelsewhatelsewhatelse , I knew what i was going to talk about , but I forgot , damn me and my bad memory !!! Vampire Weekend is a great band :) love them very very much ! and may I add that I dont give a fuck of what happens this year :) related to eating dessert before dinner . and some other stuff related to that , are the fact that Anna still told Oddie :) and I'm proud of her , but we had a bet , now I have to look for her perfect guy , cuz I am such a matchmaker ! hahaha ! look at my stupid decisions , but yeah , Its fine , Ill do my best ! :) and I already have someone in mind ! Listening to some music , Dad and brother on the mountain , mum watching something on TV . and reading , she likes to multi-task . I talked to her about my dream last night , she knows this kind of stuff , she can also read my future from a cup of coffee , but thats a different story , she always tells me about a tall blonde guy on a horse =.= still waiting for him . But about the dream , I dreamt about this person , but i forgot how they looked , so I couldnt imagine their face , so , she said when I cannot see a persons face in my dreams , it means that they are not who they say they are . That they are pretending to be someone that they really arent . Which surprised me , because I know exactly who that is , and why they do it . But then I told her , how in my dream , my glasses broke , and that meant that i had to open my eyes , and that some things arent what they seemed , so now I am suspicious of everything . But thats it for now , I have a life ;) I am gonna go watch some Amnesia , and Greek and Blue Mountain State :)

2011 ♥

So today is 2011 , and i haven't blogged in a while because someone I knew died and I was very sad . But I have realized that nothing could bring him back , and that the best thing to do is to move on . And i have realized that life was too short , and that you never know when you are going to die , so we have to eat dessert before dinner . :) i dont eat dessert dinner , because i am affraid to  but maybe one day i will be able to . Other stuff happen , like Anna was very brave and ate dessert before dinner , and i am VERY proud of her ;) I dyed my hair blue , and failed because it looks black , purple and red . with some blue :/ ohh weeell . So since we all know i was grounded for New Year , and i cried like , all night , because of some other stuff I wont mention , and i still look like shit :/ not the point , so i was grounded , and around 11:16 my parents told me i could spend one hour at fies house , so I spent New Year with Fie :) and i had fun ! and Daniel was a great DJ :D and P.G was just weird .. hhaaha !! Oh and there is this guy that hates me and is scared of me ! hahaha ! poor him , im not that scary am i ? :D right right ?? hahaha , ummm what else , Mirza was sooo drunk =.= he is such a baby ! <3 i love him ! what else , what else , 3more months until i see the love of my life :) i am very excited , and hahahaha ! about the whole plan for winter break , that person in question can shove that up his ass :D he can find himself a whore :) and yeah , i might not eat dessert before dinner for another 12 months :) I watched some more episodes of Amnesia :) quite fun , its getting intense , I cant wait 'til i see the monster :D hahaha , yeah i hope this year will be better ,and hope to pass math and be healthy for the rest of the year . AND i hope that i can go see my Rara in the summer <3 i hope everyone had fun for New Year :) and i am proud to say that I passed ALL OF MY CLASSES !!! [except math , but who cares about math ?] well thats it for today , need to have a big sleepover with my celinebear :) because i love her and i miss her . and i am happy that its finally new year :) so now i can start again , and make the same mistakes all over again , but , in a new year :D 

2010 ! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

allan hyde :)