Christmas .

so first of all , Merry Christmas to everyone that still reads this bullshit :D and need I remind you that I still have one more week of school , so I am not having a lot of free time to blog and tweet all the time ; thats not true , i tweet non-stop , so check it out , i pimped out my twitter :D <3 yeah , so many things have been happening in my life , since the last time I blogged , so I went to the David Guetta concert WITHOUT the permission of my parents , and I was in deep shit because of that , well actually I still am in deep shit because of that , I just decided not to deal with the shit load of deep shit right now , I'll do it , sometime later ... So , I had an interesting time at the concert and I was really glad i went , despite everything . Ummm .. other stuff happened on the 18th that have "bouleverser ma vie" , but thats not the point , the point is , that right now , it is approximately 1 AM on December 25th and I am blogging and I have just watched 14 videos of Toby Turned playing Amnesia .  Yes , that is what I have become ... and yeah , now I seriously am considering buying the game ... But that , however is STILL not the point , but I am not quite sure what the point is ... Ummm , what else has happened in my non-existent life ? I went Christmas shopping and I didnt feel so up for it , I've just been so moody these days , and I just bought a coat , but I guess thats more than enough for now . I get my Uggs on Monday , so one of the only thing to be excited about :) and yeah tonight I was indeed supposed to tell "him" that I like him , but screw him , if he wants to be with me , he will make it happen , until then , he can go fuck himself . I re-decorated my room again ;3 so proud , moved my big closet across the room , and I felt pretty powerful :D hoho , I'm such a dude sometimes :/ i need to stop , right now . Ummm .. I failed math for the semester , one of the other things to not be so proud of :/ ummm , what else , what else , I deffinetly sure I got fatter :( oh well , its not like theres anyone to look pretty for :D Oh , which reminds me , I am about to ramble on about bitches wanting for attention so just skip this part ... so yeah , basically , I am absolutely annoyed by how gullible some people can be , and not notice that it is all a part of an attention-whore moment . I am sorry , I am just saying , but posting things such as , being all depressed all of a sudden , or being happy about talking to a person , is just a desperate cry for attention , and my blind grandmother can see that from a fucking airplane , so just fuck off , get a life , and go NOT seek for attention . but whatever , I stopped caring , and I am seriously just saying this because I am bored and annoyed , and a tad bit pissed , but thats a different story ... I dont know , and also self-obsessed little girls always saying how in love they are , I am sorry but I can be in love , and its NO ONE'S fucking business , I mean , I can walk around saying how in love I am , but WOULD ANYONE CARE??? I DONT FUCKING THINK SO ! right so , I might be overreacting , its my mood swings , didnt mean to be rude to anyone who does that .... but honestly .... just like calm the fuck down and stop thinking people care , I mean I dont give a shit what they say about me , I can be a fucking whore in their eyes , wont stop me from being the BEST WHORE in my eyes :) Changing the subject , I feel like I've been a bit too rude to some people , and I feel like I forgot how to care about things , because I've been all "I dont care these days" and right now , I aint liking one bit of this Not Caring Attitude , but oh well . what can you do . what else , Allan Hyde turned 21 , on December 21st 2010 :) which reminds me in about 112 days I am going to see him , because of this Vampire convention in Paris , and my mutti said it was cool for me and her to go for a road trip . Its in April , so ill dith a couple of days of school to see my one and only Allan Hyde :) 

merry christmas :)