Who's that girl? She must be nearly freezing.

           

just had lunch , it was damn good ! and i forgot to say that yesterday i ate rice for the first time in an entire semester :O <3 and i had to savor it , and it was wonderful and the soysauce was magical and it was as if i was flying , it was perfect . i loved it , and i shall eat more of it tomorrow :D so apperantly mum said that i was getting my Uggs from America , but I also get a surprise :O so one of the things i am excited about . But right now , i need a new computer , not a laptop , fuck laptops , they are shit , so when I get my computer i shall buy Amnesia :D I need to go on a diet , i just ate a big piece of cake , and i feel like my stomach is teling me i should regret doing that , dammit ! :D Ugggarrghhhh , i just remember i have to to my chemistry essay =.= oh god , ruining my weekend ! :@ so aangrrry , okay , not that angry , but you know ... Also , I need to inform my parents about dyeing my hair on wednesday :D what else what else , Dont you just hate it when people lie right in your face ??? hahahaha , i think its hilarious when they do it , and they think you dont know that theyre lying, fucking hilarious i tell  you . been thinking about makimg a new youtube  account , but well see . i have all the time in the world , 6 more days until winter break ! so excitted :) i have some interesting plans for winter break ;) but well see ,    which reminds me , i havent talked to Josh in a while <3 :) here is a picture of him , sending me a heart on skype :) i miss him and his purdy blue eyes :) hes sooo adorable when he sleeeps , hes so quite but then he starts talking :3 so adorable , i love it , hahaha . I am so proud of him , he got a job :) even though his lazy butt doesnt want to get up in the morning , he still has to :D <3 makes me so prouddd !! :3

for the fourth time , Merry Christmas . 

i hope that everyone is having fun , and not being a no-lifer and writting nonsense on this very fine day :)

hahahaha yeah , so go party hard people :D

ps. the song from the title is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHUZKOh5kLc

enjoy :3

Christmas .

so first of all , Merry Christmas to everyone that still reads this bullshit :D and need I remind you that I still have one more week of school , so I am not having a lot of free time to blog and tweet all the time ; thats not true , i tweet non-stop , so check it out , i pimped out my twitter :D <3 yeah , so many things have been happening in my life , since the last time I blogged , so I went to the David Guetta concert WITHOUT the permission of my parents , and I was in deep shit because of that , well actually I still am in deep shit because of that , I just decided not to deal with the shit load of deep shit right now , I'll do it , sometime later ... So , I had an interesting time at the concert and I was really glad i went , despite everything . Ummm .. other stuff happened on the 18th that have "bouleverser ma vie" , but thats not the point , the point is , that right now , it is approximately 1 AM on December 25th and I am blogging and I have just watched 14 videos of Toby Turned playing Amnesia .  Yes , that is what I have become ... and yeah , now I seriously am considering buying the game ... But that , however is STILL not the point , but I am not quite sure what the point is ... Ummm , what else has happened in my non-existent life ? I went Christmas shopping and I didnt feel so up for it , I've just been so moody these days , and I just bought a coat , but I guess thats more than enough for now . I get my Uggs on Monday , so one of the only thing to be excited about :) and yeah tonight I was indeed supposed to tell "him" that I like him , but screw him , if he wants to be with me , he will make it happen , until then , he can go fuck himself . I re-decorated my room again ;3 so proud , moved my big closet across the room , and I felt pretty powerful :D hoho , I'm such a dude sometimes :/ i need to stop , right now . Ummm .. I failed math for the semester , one of the other things to not be so proud of :/ ummm , what else , what else , I deffinetly sure I got fatter :( oh well , its not like theres anyone to look pretty for :D Oh , which reminds me , I am about to ramble on about bitches wanting for attention so just skip this part ... so yeah , basically , I am absolutely annoyed by how gullible some people can be , and not notice that it is all a part of an attention-whore moment . I am sorry , I am just saying , but posting things such as , being all depressed all of a sudden , or being happy about talking to a person , is just a desperate cry for attention , and my blind grandmother can see that from a fucking airplane , so just fuck off , get a life , and go NOT seek for attention . but whatever , I stopped caring , and I am seriously just saying this because I am bored and annoyed , and a tad bit pissed , but thats a different story ... I dont know , and also self-obsessed little girls always saying how in love they are , I am sorry but I can be in love , and its NO ONE'S fucking business , I mean , I can walk around saying how in love I am , but WOULD ANYONE CARE??? I DONT FUCKING THINK SO ! right so , I might be overreacting , its my mood swings , didnt mean to be rude to anyone who does that .... but honestly .... just like calm the fuck down and stop thinking people care , I mean I dont give a shit what they say about me , I can be a fucking whore in their eyes , wont stop me from being the BEST WHORE in my eyes :) Changing the subject , I feel like I've been a bit too rude to some people , and I feel like I forgot how to care about things , because I've been all "I dont care these days" and right now , I aint liking one bit of this Not Caring Attitude , but oh well . what can you do . what else , Allan Hyde turned 21 , on December 21st 2010 :) which reminds me in about 112 days I am going to see him , because of this Vampire convention in Paris , and my mutti said it was cool for me and her to go for a road trip . Its in April , so ill dith a couple of days of school to see my one and only Allan Hyde :) 

merry christmas :)

good things come to those who wait .

last week was a mess ! i felt like it was the longest week of my life ! i took a test on Monday , its about a scholarship for a year in america :) i was sooo excited , and that night they called me and said to come in the next day for the second round !! :D i was soo happy , but sadly i have to wait about 4 weeks to get a call ... :( uuugggh , we all know how impatient i am ! that was fun , i ditched two days of school :) was in a grreat mood ... but right now , i have a strange feeling that all of this happen 2 weeks ago ... 

~~maaan , it was a looong week ....

anyway , stuff happened , it was interesting , i got a 7 from french :) i was proud ....

**so i havent really talked about the people in my class .... thats cause i didnt have much time , but now that i know them better , theyre pretty awesome :)  im glad im where i am :) ill miss them , IF i go to america ... i mean ill see them in 3rd year , but its going to be very different ... :( so okay , 

Left Row [starting from the back] :

Me and Fie :) 

Fatin and Lorenzo (lorenzo is annoying , we knew that from before ...)

Mirza and Alejandro [alex] (i love theem ! theyre awesomee)

Ajsa and Irma (i love ajsa , but irma , tsk tsk tsk , i love her too :D)

Naomi Jo (FAKE HATE , although i think she really hates me...)

Middle Row : [back to front]

Danny and Bravo [lol , no comment ...]

Masha and B(S)elma [love ♥] 

Farah and Iman [theyre smart ...]

S.K and Ajla [JOHN CENA !! ♥♥]

Right Row [back to front]

Denis [used to go to french school with him ...]

Visnja and Adela [wiiishnya and my lesbian friend :D:D]

Tarik and Kerim [Fie is dating Tarik* and Kerim is awesome .]

The Story of Fie and Tarik ...

naaah , just kidding , not a story about them :) its a story about how he took advantage of her ... naaah , not a story about that either :) its a story about how we got drunk and the whole school found out =.=

not blaming anyone =.= im just saying ... but yeah , it was fun ... dont really remember what day this was , but it was on a weekend .. :) 

hmmm .. what else happened ?? oh yeah , this friday i went out with DanoBEAR ♥ , Nora , Kem , Haris and i met MARTIN !! :D it was soo much fun ! Martin is awesome :) just like i thought he would be :) other stuff happened , but not worth remembering ...

**also i swallowed a piece of my braces =.= i fail ... i seriously do  

oh and Noras ex-boyfriend NEAL ! that slut , hes dating Catlyn Moore ??!!! i was in SUCH SHOCK ! there is no other word than "EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW" to describe how gross that is ... not to be mean or anything ... =.= its realllyyyy grosss ....

~Halloween !

so i made plans for halloween , i decided that Philip [ceeBEARS] boyfriend wears a pumpkin suit :) and were gonna go party at Tabu or something .. theres going to big party for halloween , i just need to get a costume :3 quite excited , it will get my mind off things ... god knows i need a big party ... ;D;D

xoxo , Sarahh ;D

picture of the day :

love. ♥