Math [Day 1]

Hello ! So as you all may know , yesterday was the worst day of  my life , and the same thing is about to happen today . Yesterday was my first day working on math myself , with no tutor . Mum told me to do at least 30 exercises ... I kinda did 244 , just to make her proud ! You know ? and also because I had nothing to do , I had no internet because I was grounded , but not the point , it seems as if I am always grounded , yes , I am always grounded , I just cant seem to avoid trouble ;) Ummm what else , right now I am very very veryy hyper , thank god no one can see me , I think its because I lack sleep . Cause I woke up this morning , and I couldn't stand on my feet , and just fell back on my bed , then I was a bit dizzy . It was very weird ! I was like ..."wtfff?" nananananaaa , I wanna go out today .. But Im feeling a bit lazy again ... :/ hmmm , oh well . We'll see  ... And I'm off , not feeling so well , when I lay down and look up at the ceiling , it feels like the entire world is spinning , its a beautiful feeling . 

My December

as some of you know i broke up with my boyfriend , but ummm i feel a bit weird talking about it on my blog :/ its so public , anyone can read it :D i mean if i have tons of readers thats awesome , and if anyone has ANYTHING to say email me : strawberry.sarahh@hotmail.com

but ummm yeah there were tons of reasons why i broke up with martin ... but i mean he was a great guy , but just not for me ... :/ 

and now i just found out some stuff , about another person and him and i dunno im a bit upset :/ lets hope it goes away :) i am hopeful . but whatever , some awesome people told me not to care about that stuff [you know who you are <3 ] ummm i dunno ... i feel okay , ssstttraange :D hahaha and yes , i am in love :) hohoho , and i dunno , i dont think the person in question notices me very much :/ damn , i have to work hard to get his attention :( booooo !!! 

nora&me.♥

i came to her house 

and then i changed , cuz we had to go visit our old school (:♥ and see the people that we miss and love . 

it was fun ! we saw some new kids , mocked the old ones . 

and we're off ! 

texting , or calling ? 

their new schedule , i was sooo jealous ! thats not what ours looked like last year !! new kids are sooo luckyyy ! :O 

nora , ines and me ! ♥

shane dawson :D

mess .

hahaha , wtf was i thinking ??

♥ i love you ! (: ♥

if i was a rich girl...

A three day convention celebrating vampires in the media, and shows such as TRUE BLOOD, BUFFY, ANGEL, MOONLIGHT, BEING HUMAN and FOREVER KNIGHT, featuring:

• guest talks

• photo and autograph sessions

• competitions

• make up displays 

• parties 

• and much more

26-28 November 2010 at the Thistle Hotel, Heathrow.

TICKET PRICES

• £135:00 Gold Tickets

• £88:50 Regular Tickets

• £35:00 for Children aged 14 and under

• Free Children aged 7 and under 

• Ticket prices do not include meals or accomodations. Any children aged 14 or under MUST be accompanied by a responsible adult.   

Each night at the convention we will be having a party for the attendees to enjoy. Fancy dress is optional, and not compulsory.

PARTY THEMES 

Friday Night: 

Sunnydale High

Saturday Night: 

The Vampire Ball

Sunday Night: 

Rocky Horror Show 

Why do I want to go to some expensive Vampire Ball ?

there must be only one reason...

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yes that's right !

Allan Hyde will indeed be attending the Vampire Ball.

so when I saw this, at first I thought it would be in the US, or something, but its in the UK, and i was in shock, Allan Hyde, in Europe. I have an opportunity to meet him, and I sure as hell will take it! 

Sarahh's Money Saving Project (The SMSP)

I will be keeping a track of how much money I am saving on my Twitter at the end of every day. I made some rules in order to save plenty of money !

• don't buy unnecessary things
• don't eat expensive things
• don't go to any events that cost money

so thats my SMS project . i hope it will work so far I found 48 KM(31.1

8 $) in the house, in my old wallets, and mum gave me 10KM that day, soo ...

so yeah, life is intense and I wish I had enough money to go to the Vampire Ball. We all know how obsessed I am with Allan Hyde. But there is nothing i can really do than wait for mum to say that "yes" we are going or "no" were not . I'm a bit scared , getting my hopes up, but I really want to go to the ball, when will i EVER get an opportunity like this ? 

so anyway, here is a list of stuff i want !! 

22.33$

17.54$

15.75$

17.22$

20.04$

by the way, these are only items for ONE night, the actual Vampire Ball, will post more outfits later . (:

www.fashion4us.com

p.s i love life.

xo xo

Insomnia.

Hello, hello. 

What a beautiful morning in Sarajevo today. After 5 forced hours of sleep, I am back on my feet again. Took a sleeping pill around 3ish AM. Can't quite remember, but that's not really my issue, (the sleeping pill, that is) the issue is the fact that I can't fall asleep... I think I have insomnia, but I am not saying I am SURE I do. But it may be a possibility. I simply can't fall asleep, i don't even feel tired after NOT sleeping all night. 

I try to fall asleep, and I close  my eyes, and I forget how to fall asleep, and it just won't happen, the magic of falling asleep AFTER SOME TIME when I close my eyes. I am new to all this insomnia stuff and I really don't know what to do, I am scared of having any strange hallucinations, I would FLIP if i saw something I knew couldn't possibly be there... *hint,hint*   so after 3ish nights of no sleep, decided it was time to see WHAT THE F IS CAUSING INSOMNIA, yeah I know, I'm so smart...

Psychological Causes

Anxiety, a condition in which individuals feel increased tension, apprehension, and feelings of helplessness, fear, worry, and uncertainty. This may be due to the effects that other people at work have on us, financial worries, concerns over relationships outside work or numerous other causes.

Stress, or how effectively a person copes with any emotional, physical, social, economic, or other factor that requires a response or change.

Depression, a mood disturbance characterized by feelings of sadness, despair, and discouragement.

Physical Causes

Hormonal changes in women. These include premenstrual syndrome, menstruation, pregnancy, and menopause.

Decreased melatonin. The levels of melatonin, the hormone that helps control sleep, decrease as a person ages. By age 60, the body produces very little melatonin.

Medical conditions. These include allergies, arthritis, asthma, heart disease, high blood pressure, hyperthyroidism, and Parkinson's disease.

Pain. Pain and discomfort from a medical illness or injury often interfere with sleep.

Genetics. Problems with insomnia do seem to run in some families, although researchers have yet to identify how genetics play a role.

Other sleep disorders. These include sleep apnea(in which one temporarily stops breathing during sleep) and periodic leg and arm movements during sleep (in which one's muscles excessively twitch or jerk).

source: http://www.ehealthmd.com/library/insomnia/ins_causes.html

But not everything bad happened this week, I recieved a pleasent text from this guy, a good friend of mine, and i was sooo happy, it was sooo cute .... and it was Ajla's Birthday, and we talked, ALOT about some important stuff, like Turkey... and R... and some other peeps, and school starts SOON ! yay ! (:

SEPTEMBER 1ST ! :D 

happy (:

        

I also started watching 90210, and I LOVE IT ! 

so dramatic, and juicy. hehe ;D must watch more ! MOAR !!

well I'm off, my butt hurts from sitting on the floor.... xoxo.

p.s. L.a. is still 9 hours behind .

weekend .

so I decided to think that the Gods are punishing me for some odd reason. I didn't do anything, I prayed well, I gave them offerings, so why does my life always has to be the fucked up one? 

UGH ! UNBELIEVABLE !

anyways, so for the first time in my life. I met a guy that I really like. I was really nervous and clumsy and I couldn't breathe normally, so I stood there like a moron, said nothing, did nothing. My two cousins were with me that night, and I was really nervous. And so I was happy and thought there would be something between us (I got my stewpid hopes up) and yeah , so yesterday, I went out with Dejan, Ivan and Tijana. Dejan is really nice! He kinda reminds me of Dan, but a hotter version! haha , but i love DanoBEARR!! <3 and i miss him , anyway... We had fun, we went to the Avaz Twist Tower view point , it was really nice, and freezing, haha. And that day I found out, that the guy that I like asked my cousin out, the cousin that got asked out (3 years ago) by the guy that I liked. I feel like she's a curse, never bringing her anywhere with me. So I've been depressed all weekend, feeling numb, don't really want to do anything, so I decided I won't go aywhere this Sunday, so I slept 'til  3PM, it was great... off to tweet, faceook, and watch more 

full house ♥

another day.

 camwhoring while getting dressed.

didnt really know what to wear ...

and finally i wore something ridiculous ... ;O and my face looked retarded ...

anyway , so it was supposed to be a normal night . I went out with my cousins, Lamija (left) and Tijana (middle) and it was supposed to be a normal night , but crazy as I am , I met up with Naz . who was a total retard and totally made me half through half the city just to see him for 2 min . Doesn't matter , I'll get my revenge soon ! Anyway , so I was so mad , I went inside the store and bought myself a bottle of water , and I walk out and I almost get a heart attack . So I'm standing there about to die , and in all that panic and surprise , I run away and buy ice-cream , LOL! so anyway , now I have fulfilled everything in my life , I can die now . haha , well not really . I have alot ahead of me (:  

p.s. L.A is 9 hours behind (; 

i'll talk about my Eyecon issue tomorrow :'( it's waay too depressing ..