I'M A B-I-T-C-H ;) ♥

Good morning , it's lovely outside , the sun is up and the sky is blue , the birds are singing and the air smells like winter . But its Sunday , and that means , the last day of resting , and yes we're all really sad that I have to do math tomorrow , I'm seriously NOT excited about math month , but anyways . Went out last night hoping to find the love of my life ;) and I did , clumsy yellow pants guy ! he was so perfect for me . I was out with Anna at the  beginning and we were searching for hot guys , she preferred the green shirt guy , he had a weird nose , and then we saw Mahir Kulic and we were shocked , hhahahaha :D ummm , so then I see Fie , and I wack her , she was still with P.G , theyre so cute togetherrr , and hes such a nie guy with his purdyy eyesss , I approve of him . So later on we saw Nejla , and we went to go sit on the 4th floor , cause I couldnt feel my left toe :D We sat up there , and I ate a chocolate cream , a piece of pizza , and a caramel cream , in the exact order and then Loren came and he was so cute , and he asked for my number so I gave it to him :) so adorable !!!! Then we left them and started walking to Old Town , but we ended up going home , me , Fie and Anna . It was fun . When I got home , I talked to Fie for a bit and then I watched an episode of Amnesia , it was really good , cant wait for the next one . Oh and I can now say that I officially have purple hair :) 

the little things that make you happy :)

hellohellohellohello , good morning . I couldnt sleep all night , I have no idea why , my mum thinks its because of the sudden change in temperature outside . hahaha , and for the 10 min I did get to sleep , I had the weirdest dream ever :/ hahaha , it was creepy , and hopefully will never happen in real life . :D hahaha , tonight I might go ice-skating , I really dont like ice-skating , for many diferent reasons . Its a slow morninggg , and it was a long night , I went to bed at 2 because I was talking to Leeeepiiii <3 hahaha , it was interesting , he's very peculiar :3 hahaha , but yeah , I couldnt fall asleep after that :/ but its fine , I feel a bit better now that I am actually UP . Listening to some music , just chilling . Mum left to go somwhere , and I am home with my brother and grandma :3 fun stuffff !!! next week is math week , it is approaching seriously fast , i NEVER want math week to come . Oh but there is this thing tomorrow night , with snowboarding and what-not . i HAVE to go !!! blaaaahhh , what else happened to me ?? umm nothing in real life , just in dreams , but .. dont you just love it , when you know someone is a whore , but then that person actually does something that a whore would do , and then you are proud because you have judged that person correctly ? hahaha , you know what Im talking about ? anywaaaysss , Imma do something productive :) like ............

looking for LOVE in a TRASHCAN . ♥

GOOD EVENING ! yeah , I went out this fine night , with Aya , Dina and Lea !! I was late about 15 min , and I thought they left me , and I didnt have credit , so I wasted stupid money on that , and then my phone turned off , and I just sat there with stupid 5 wasted KM in my hand =.= but then they came , and we waited for Dina for about .... I dunno .. 45 minutes :D hahaha , but its fine , even though I couldnt feel my butt :/ hahaha , we watched "The Tourist" it wasnt a hilarious movie , but I guess we made it funny , i sat next to Lea , she got all orgasmic over Johnny Depp :D was damn hilarious !!! hahaha , and then Dina started making sounds like she was giving birth :) hahaha , it was funfunfunnnn ! More stuff happened but I cant remember :D but later we went to BBI , we waited A FUCKING HOUR , but nooo Lepi never showed up =.= ARGH , was about to rape him when i saw him . But DINA saved a kid , the kid was lost and blah blah blah stuff happened and then she returned the kid to his mummy :) was so adorable !!!! :) Dina is now a superhero :D <3 hahaha , and now I just finished eating "palenta" and Im waiting for the latest episode of Toby playing Amnesia :) very excited . Have a wonderful rest of the evening :) <3 Oh and Nora might be mad at me cause I told Semir she likes him , which is true , and they both know it , she is too stupid to admit it to herself , but despite everything I still love her and i miss her , very , very much . <3

la joie de vivre . ♥

tonight i went out with some cool , rather weird people :) I had fun ! went to watch a movie , with Fie , Nora , Aya , Dina , Bravoow , Daniel , Una , Lea Ćirćić , and P.G [definetly about to hook up with Fi !] (hoho , I'm such a matchmaker) but not the point , we watched "The Other Guys" the movie wasnt THAT funny , but there was a hilarious 50ish year old guy , in the same row as ; me , Dora , Fi , Daniel and P.G and he was laughing his fucking head off , it was H-i-l-a-r-i-o-u-s !!!! :D we kept going to the bathroom ~ and Aya is awesome :) love her , I need to hang out with her more often , she is hilarious , and Dina too !! hahaha , but shes crazy ! :D its okay , we are all crazy on the inside :) P.G was weird peculiar this interesting evening , I just hope he breaks up with his stupid girlfriend and gets with Fie , then we will all be happy and satisfied with the results .  but before we went to the movies , Nora came over and we took some interesting pictures :) haha , it was fun, because she leaves for Norway tomorrow , and I will miss her , very , very much ! but she will buy me something , so :) hohoho <3

thats right , thats on my door :D <3

Lea , Una and me :) <3 <3 love !

cause i see sparks fly , whenever you smile .

i felt like blogging about what my day looks like ...  but then it started snowing !! YAY !!! i am soo exictedd !! :3 anyway ... here are some pictures of some awesome people . and i was also forced by Fei to blog about her , because .... god knows why ... hahahaha ,  but yeah , this week is starting off well , its tuesday and monday was quite fun . beside the fact i got another 1 in math !! :D but i mean i make the best out of my days . we saw tons of cool shit in chemistry :3 hahahaha , and bosnian was WELL COOL !! hahaha poor Lorenzo failed quite hard . :D AHAHAHA and yes , the other day i did watch Harry Potter by  myself ! and you know what ??? IT WAS AWESOMEE !!! and i am not a loner and a loser , so boohoo . 

Fatin and me in bosnian class . 

 a shmexy blurry Fatin  :3

 mee

 Fije and me :3

 blurry . 

Lorenzo's hair  

 Fie <3

i love fie , i dunno why . i mean even though she DID make out with the guy that i like , i was totally cool about it , i was cooler about it then some people would be , thats cuz im awesome ... and the guy was a stupid asshole anyway :D hahaha so i forgave her and i love her , still ... 

she can be AARGH sometimes ,  but i love her when she is hyper :3 its cuteee :D 

me

fatin , fie and me . 

fatin , fie and me again 

fieee !!! 

im also REALLY excited about going to the David concert with Fie , were gonna have 

SO.MUCH.FUN !!!!

i cant waait 18 more daysss !!! eeek !! :D:D

feiii 

S,K and K ... they are so cute , i seriously think they should date . as a love expert i think it is what they should no . hahah no jkjk , but seriously :3 <3 <3 <3 

SNOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!

some people are just .... SNOW IS AWESOME !!!!

good things come to those who wait .

last week was a mess ! i felt like it was the longest week of my life ! i took a test on Monday , its about a scholarship for a year in america :) i was sooo excited , and that night they called me and said to come in the next day for the second round !! :D i was soo happy , but sadly i have to wait about 4 weeks to get a call ... :( uuugggh , we all know how impatient i am ! that was fun , i ditched two days of school :) was in a grreat mood ... but right now , i have a strange feeling that all of this happen 2 weeks ago ... 

~~maaan , it was a looong week ....

anyway , stuff happened , it was interesting , i got a 7 from french :) i was proud ....

**so i havent really talked about the people in my class .... thats cause i didnt have much time , but now that i know them better , theyre pretty awesome :)  im glad im where i am :) ill miss them , IF i go to america ... i mean ill see them in 3rd year , but its going to be very different ... :( so okay , 

Left Row [starting from the back] :

Me and Fie :) 

Fatin and Lorenzo (lorenzo is annoying , we knew that from before ...)

Mirza and Alejandro [alex] (i love theem ! theyre awesomee)

Ajsa and Irma (i love ajsa , but irma , tsk tsk tsk , i love her too :D)

Naomi Jo (FAKE HATE , although i think she really hates me...)

Middle Row : [back to front]

Danny and Bravo [lol , no comment ...]

Masha and B(S)elma [love ♥] 

Farah and Iman [theyre smart ...]

S.K and Ajla [JOHN CENA !! ♥♥]

Right Row [back to front]

Denis [used to go to french school with him ...]

Visnja and Adela [wiiishnya and my lesbian friend :D:D]

Tarik and Kerim [Fie is dating Tarik* and Kerim is awesome .]

The Story of Fie and Tarik ...

naaah , just kidding , not a story about them :) its a story about how he took advantage of her ... naaah , not a story about that either :) its a story about how we got drunk and the whole school found out =.=

not blaming anyone =.= im just saying ... but yeah , it was fun ... dont really remember what day this was , but it was on a weekend .. :) 

hmmm .. what else happened ?? oh yeah , this friday i went out with DanoBEAR ♥ , Nora , Kem , Haris and i met MARTIN !! :D it was soo much fun ! Martin is awesome :) just like i thought he would be :) other stuff happened , but not worth remembering ...

**also i swallowed a piece of my braces =.= i fail ... i seriously do  

oh and Noras ex-boyfriend NEAL ! that slut , hes dating Catlyn Moore ??!!! i was in SUCH SHOCK ! there is no other word than "EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW" to describe how gross that is ... not to be mean or anything ... =.= its realllyyyy grosss ....

~Halloween !

so i made plans for halloween , i decided that Philip [ceeBEARS] boyfriend wears a pumpkin suit :) and were gonna go party at Tabu or something .. theres going to big party for halloween , i just need to get a costume :3 quite excited , it will get my mind off things ... god knows i need a big party ... ;D;D

xoxo , Sarahh ;D

picture of the day :

love. ♥

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want .

Friday : went to school , Michael called at big break and he said he was in town , so was quite excited to see him (: 

Saturday : hung out with my cousin [Tijana] all day , hung out later on with Michael , but first he canceled on me , then called me and told me to get to BBI in 10 min , i flipped ! how evil of him ... Later on , hung out with Nora , Anna , Ennis and John [hihihi] then Kemo , Dervis and Haris came , and we hung out for about 3 or 4 hours , then Giulia came , and Kemo , D and H left , and we went to get shisha with Nina and some of her guy friends , Emir S was there =.= what a meanie....

Sunday : Tijana slept over again , did my bosnian powerpoint at 9 AM made a wish at 10:10 AM on the 10/10/10 ! was quite happy :D then napped the rest of the day , and now ,took a very long shower to clear out my mind , and leave the stress from last week behind , so that i can be fresh for a new week of stress . :D making another wish soon at 10:10 PM , because i can :) 

i hope it comes true ♥ 

all in all, was a great weekend. will blog soon :)

Get Down (ゲッダン) !

cause baby, you're a firework.

Names !

so on my last blog i had this list of names, for my children. and i wrote them all down. recently i've been having some more ideas, and i thought i might add them to the first list. so here are both of the lists . (: enjoy and be amazed ! 


part one from sarahhrawr.blogspot.com
(one year ago)

Aoedie

Strawberriie

Leeyannah

Moon 'n' Stars

Vyvyanne

Xiaxue

Spock

Ziirx

Gaeiyah

Meerakle

Tloonah

Lem

Rozz

Ielysa

Keeran

Quaren

Tahllullah

Niccopo

Xur

Peagah

Petunia

L.una-A.via

George

Gravitz

Sookie

Marck

P.eter-C.arter

Thulivian

Portonatia

Fiddellinetta

Henna-Ichoza

Nanolove

Hachiko

Bee.e

part two sometimesstrawberrysarahh.blogspot.com

(recently added)

Amandla

Astride

Stoick

Grendel

Anakin

Iego

Crystal

Ambrose

Wyvern

Medusa

Ijo

Oona

Odine

Ahn-Mi

Insomnia.

Hello, hello. 

What a beautiful morning in Sarajevo today. After 5 forced hours of sleep, I am back on my feet again. Took a sleeping pill around 3ish AM. Can't quite remember, but that's not really my issue, (the sleeping pill, that is) the issue is the fact that I can't fall asleep... I think I have insomnia, but I am not saying I am SURE I do. But it may be a possibility. I simply can't fall asleep, i don't even feel tired after NOT sleeping all night. 

I try to fall asleep, and I close  my eyes, and I forget how to fall asleep, and it just won't happen, the magic of falling asleep AFTER SOME TIME when I close my eyes. I am new to all this insomnia stuff and I really don't know what to do, I am scared of having any strange hallucinations, I would FLIP if i saw something I knew couldn't possibly be there... *hint,hint*   so after 3ish nights of no sleep, decided it was time to see WHAT THE F IS CAUSING INSOMNIA, yeah I know, I'm so smart...

Psychological Causes

Anxiety, a condition in which individuals feel increased tension, apprehension, and feelings of helplessness, fear, worry, and uncertainty. This may be due to the effects that other people at work have on us, financial worries, concerns over relationships outside work or numerous other causes.

Stress, or how effectively a person copes with any emotional, physical, social, economic, or other factor that requires a response or change.

Depression, a mood disturbance characterized by feelings of sadness, despair, and discouragement.

Physical Causes

Hormonal changes in women. These include premenstrual syndrome, menstruation, pregnancy, and menopause.

Decreased melatonin. The levels of melatonin, the hormone that helps control sleep, decrease as a person ages. By age 60, the body produces very little melatonin.

Medical conditions. These include allergies, arthritis, asthma, heart disease, high blood pressure, hyperthyroidism, and Parkinson's disease.

Pain. Pain and discomfort from a medical illness or injury often interfere with sleep.

Genetics. Problems with insomnia do seem to run in some families, although researchers have yet to identify how genetics play a role.

Other sleep disorders. These include sleep apnea(in which one temporarily stops breathing during sleep) and periodic leg and arm movements during sleep (in which one's muscles excessively twitch or jerk).

source: http://www.ehealthmd.com/library/insomnia/ins_causes.html

But not everything bad happened this week, I recieved a pleasent text from this guy, a good friend of mine, and i was sooo happy, it was sooo cute .... and it was Ajla's Birthday, and we talked, ALOT about some important stuff, like Turkey... and R... and some other peeps, and school starts SOON ! yay ! (:

SEPTEMBER 1ST ! :D 

happy (:

        

I also started watching 90210, and I LOVE IT ! 

so dramatic, and juicy. hehe ;D must watch more ! MOAR !!

well I'm off, my butt hurts from sitting on the floor.... xoxo.

p.s. L.a. is still 9 hours behind .