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Sunday, August 29, 2010


i came to her house 

and then i changed , cuz we had to go visit our old school (:♥ and see the people that we miss and love . 
it was fun ! we saw some new kids , mocked the old ones . 

and we're off ! 

texting , or calling ? 

their new schedule , i was sooo jealous ! thats not what ours looked like last year !! new kids are sooo luckyyy ! :O 

nora , ines and me ! 

shane dawson :D

mess .

hahaha , wtf was i thinking ??

 i love you ! (: 

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

if i was a rich girl...

A three day convention celebrating vampires in the media, and shows such as TRUE BLOOD, BUFFY, ANGEL, MOONLIGHT, BEING HUMAN and FOREVER KNIGHT, featuring:
• guest talks
• photo and autograph sessions
• competitions
• make up displays 
• parties 
• and much more
26-28 November 2010 at the Thistle Hotel, Heathrow.
• £135:00 Gold Tickets
• £88:50 Regular Tickets
• £35:00 for Children aged 14 and under
• Free Children aged 7 and under 
• Ticket prices do not include meals or accomodations. Any children aged 14 or under MUST be accompanied by a responsible adult.   
Each night at the convention we will be having a party for the attendees to enjoy. Fancy dress is optional, and not compulsory.
Friday Night: 
Sunnydale High
Saturday Night: 
The Vampire Ball
Sunday Night: 
Rocky Horror Show 

Why do I want to go to some expensive Vampire Ball ?
there must be only one reason...
yes that's right !
Allan Hyde will indeed be attending the Vampire Ball.
so when I saw this, at first I thought it would be in the US, or something, but its in the UK, and i was in shock, Allan Hyde, in Europe. I have an opportunity to meet him, and I sure as hell will take it! 
Sarahh's Money Saving Project (The SMSP)
I will be keeping a track of how much money I am saving on my Twitter at the end of every day. I made some rules in order to save plenty of money !
  • don't buy unnecessary things
  • don't eat expensive things
  • don't go to any events that cost money
so thats my SMS project . i hope it will work so far I found 48 KM(31.1
8 $) in the house, in my old wallets, and mum gave me 10KM that day, soo ...
so yeah, life is intense and I wish I had enough money to go to the Vampire Ball. We all know how obsessed I am with Allan Hyde. But there is nothing i can really do than wait for mum to say that "yes" we are going or "no" were not . I'm a bit scared , getting my hopes up, but I really want to go to the ball, when will i EVER get an opportunity like this ? 
so anyway, here is a list of stuff i want !! 



by the way, these are only items for ONE night, the actual Vampire Ball, will post more outfits later . (:

p.s i love life.
xo xo

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Names !

so on my last blog i had this list of names, for my children. and i wrote them all down. recently i've been having some more ideas, and i thought i might add them to the first list. so here are both of the lists . (: enjoy and be amazed ! 

part one from
(one year ago)

Moon 'n' Stars
part two
(recently added)


Hello, hello. 
What a beautiful morning in Sarajevo today. After 5 forced hours of sleep, I am back on my feet again. Took a sleeping pill around 3ish AM. Can't quite remember, but that's not really my issue, (the sleeping pill, that is) the issue is the fact that I can't fall asleep... I think I have insomnia, but I am not saying I am SURE I do. But it may be a possibility. I simply can't fall asleep, i don't even feel tired after NOT sleeping all night. 

I try to fall asleep, and I close  my eyes, and I forget how to fall asleep, and it just won't happen, the magic of falling asleep AFTER SOME TIME when I close my eyes. I am new to all this insomnia stuff and I really don't know what to do, I am scared of having any strange hallucinations, I would FLIP if i saw something I knew couldn't possibly be there... *hint,hint*   so after 3ish nights of no sleep, decided it was time to see WHAT THE F IS CAUSING INSOMNIA, yeah I know, I'm so smart...

Psychological Causes

Anxiety, a condition in which individuals feel increased tension, apprehension, and feelings of helplessness, fear, worry, and uncertainty. This may be due to the effects that other people at work have on us, financial worries, concerns over relationships outside work or numerous other causes.
Stress, or how effectively a person copes with any emotional, physical, social, economic, or other factor that requires a response or change.
Depression, a mood disturbance characterized by feelings of sadness, despair, and discouragement.

Physical Causes

Hormonal changes in women. These include premenstrual syndrome, menstruation, pregnancy, and menopause.
Decreased melatonin. The levels of melatonin, the hormone that helps control sleep, decrease as a person ages. By age 60, the body produces very little melatonin.
Medical conditions. These include allergies, arthritis, asthma, heart disease, high blood pressure, hyperthyroidism, and Parkinson's disease.
Pain. Pain and discomfort from a medical illness or injury often interfere with sleep.
Genetics. Problems with insomnia do seem to run in some families, although researchers have yet to identify how genetics play a role.
Other sleep disorders. These include sleep apnea(in which one temporarily stops breathing during sleep) and periodic leg and arm movements during sleep (in which one's muscles excessively twitch or jerk).


But not everything bad happened this week, I recieved a pleasent text from this guy, a good friend of mine, and i was sooo happy, it was sooo cute .... and it was Ajla's Birthday, and we talked, ALOT about some important stuff, like Turkey... and R... and some other peeps, and school starts SOON ! yay ! (:
happy (:

I also started watching 90210, and I LOVE IT
so dramatic, and juicy. hehe ;D must watch more ! MOAR !!

well I'm off, my butt hurts from sitting on the floor.... xoxo.

p.s. L.a. is still 9 hours behind .

Monday, August 16, 2010

Turkey 2010 ♥

I am back, and I wonder if I really want to be here. Sitting in my bed, drinking non-alcoholic peach flavored beer, watching "Takken". Missing *R*, maybe very much, and hopping to see him again... Lets go back about 12 days earlier, when my journey through August 2010 was only beggining.

and so I am on a plane to Turkey, not excited, not happy, actually hating it. We arrive to Antalya, and yes it is about 40 degrees outside, the hottness in the air slaps my face, I almost vomitted from the heat. So, we're at the hotel, and it's crap, because of the heat and everything else, my parents totally flip and say this is sooo not what they payed for...

and blah, blah, blah *fastforward* because the stuff in between is so boring =.=

So, i was homesick for awhile, and the weird thing was that i was sweating from EVERY part of my body, except my palms, I became suspicious of what God had planned for me these next 10 days... So, there was way too many Russians, waaaay too many DRUNK Russians... People thought I was either Russian or Turkish, I kept on wondering why. There was this one guy, an animator, sort-of old and not-so-attractive, when I played darts, and let me tell you, I was really good, for awhile, until a guy, called W...something came and joined the game, he kept looking at me, made me uncomfortable.

The animators made me play all sorts of games, there was one: stand on a surfboard (in the pool) stay ballanced, and throw a ball in a basket, yes seemed easy to me, but haha, i was well ballanced, but what I had to do before all that is say my name and my country into the microphone, and thats when he came, *R* maybe among one of the many men who play an important rule in my life... There was something about him, that made me so distracted all 10 days. First time I saw him, was when me and my parents where going in the elevator to go see our room (the one we changed 10 min later) and he was walking in slow motion (no, not literally, but i just like to imagine it that way...) He was so handsome and misterious, I felt like it was love, at first sight...

Anyway, I met three cute guys from Kazakhstan (where R is from) forgot  their names, but they were really nice. So I had tons of fun getting hit on by cute 20 year-olds and I did catch the Hot Ness monsters eye!! I was quite shocked. I also got hit on by weird pervs... It was quite hilarious~~

and blah, blah, blah *fastforward*, more random flirting...

My last day in Kemer carved it's wat slowly through my heart, staying engraved. I met a nice girl, and we became good friends, while waiting to get my tattoo (not a real one) a guy, Russian comes up to me. I was listening to my ipod, and he takes a headphone and starts to listen to my music. After about 10 min of that, he starts talking to me, couldnt understand, all I could make out fro it is the fact that he was starring at my cleavage and saying he likes. I'm thinking he liked my boobs... Just a wild guess...

and blah, blah, blah *fastforward*. more stuff happened but I am way too lazy...

So now back to the present, I am dying my hair!! today or tomorrow... half of my hair black, the other half blue with 3 highlights: pink, purple and green !! Uber excited !! (: Missing Nora, and i can't wait for school to start !! (:

♥ and some other stuff happened, but yeah ...

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Sunday, August 1, 2010

hana yori dango!

♥one of my favorite Japanese Dramas! ♥ i just love it ! the plot is amazing, the actors are soo hot ! although i read the Manga, and I know exactly what would happen I still wish that Makino ended up with Hanazawa Rui, first of all because he is so much hotter! he is drop dead gorgeous in both the manga and the drama (because we all know Oguri Shun can't look any hotter than he already is !) second if they would've been together they would have had no problems with Hanazawa Rui's mother, because we all know Domyoji's mother is a stubborn bitch.
♥but they look so adorable together, and she has feelings towards him, she acts like such a girl around him! always clumsy, she doesnt know what to do. It's really kawaii! 
♥anyway, one of my favorite characters in the show is Sojiroh, he's always surrounded by thousands of girls, and he is damn hot !

♥ I also don't know what people see in Makino, beside the fact that she is sortof amazing, but i mean she's not that pretty !! ♥ 
anyways , i love boys over flowers!!! and i loved the manga, the drama and the movie !! 
and i will continue loving it !! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

weekend .

so I decided to think that the Gods are punishing me for some odd reason. I didn't do anything, I prayed well, I gave them offerings, so why does my life always has to be the fucked up one? 
anyways, so for the first time in my life. I met a guy that I really like. I was really nervous and clumsy and I couldn't breathe normally, so I stood there like a moron, said nothing, did nothing. My two cousins were with me that night, and I was really nervous. And so I was happy and thought there would be something between us (I got my stewpid hopes up) and yeah , so yesterday, I went out with Dejan, Ivan and Tijana. Dejan is really nice! He kinda reminds me of Dan, but a hotter version! haha , but i love DanoBEARR!! <3 and i miss him , anyway... We had fun, we went to the Avaz Twist Tower view point , it was really nice, and freezing, haha. And that day I found out, that the guy that I like asked my cousin out, the cousin that got asked out (3 years ago) by the guy that I liked. I feel like she's a curse, never bringing her anywhere with me. So I've been depressed all weekend, feeling numb, don't really want to do anything, so I decided I won't go aywhere this Sunday, so I slept 'til  3PM, it was great... off to tweet, faceook, and watch more 
full house