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Saturday, January 29, 2011

Landon Pigg - The Way It Ends

As some of you may already know, I am about to temporarily shut down my blog. I am forced to do this, because my blog gets me really distracted from my school work. It will be like this, for about 3 months, since in 3 months, I travel with my mum to France to see Allan Hyde. I just deactivated my facebook account, so if anyone needs to contact me; I have an email address and a cell phone, that I need to buy...  However, I am still available on twitter : , so if anyone has twitter, you can send me a message there, or something. Also I would like to say how much fun I've had throughout my life, but I think that now it's time to settle down. None of this means, that I will turn into an anti-social nerd-- NEVERR !!! :D haha, this just means that I have realized what my priorities are, and that I need to start working hard in school, focusing on my school work and things like that. I need to fix a couple of my grades in order to get a splendid final grade :) So I guess this is the end, not forever though; I'll be back, but I just need some time to myself.  I want to thank my readers that continued reading my blog throughout the shittiest posts, so THANK YOUU !!! <3 and I LOVE YOUU!!!!

je ne sais pas vivre ma vie autrement qu'en version originale...

Monday, January 24, 2011

I hope that no one ever leaves; cause I don't wanna be alone with me.

good evening/morning; it is now 2:29 AM, and I don't feel like sleeping. Been watching an awesome show with Robert Sheehan, he acted in Cherry Bomb with Rupert Grint; he is such a good actor, and he is cute. He made it to the top 3 guys I want. But that's beside the point, I get to see Iman today and as much as I love math and biology, I would love to go do something else, you know? Like reading a book, making my website about Kpop. Listening to some music, on itunes, cause stupid youtube wont work; ugh. Nora came back; finally, I've missed her so much, plus I have stuff I need to tell her. and Una says "Hi" :) Oh, and I already picked out what I want to wear tomorrow; when I'm feeling sad, or down; I always wear a colorful dress, because life needs colors and its not always black/white, because that's boring, who wants that kind of life? I also need to clean my room, and I seriously don't feel like it; and it's been snowing so much and I just want to lay in my bed, life is not worth getting out of bed for. and I just want to sleep; I like sleep, but I can't, but I want to... Oh, and last night I was talking to Tarik [Lepii] and we both felt the earthquake; it was so creepy and cool and weird at the same time; cause whenever I feel an earthquake no one ever believes me; and this time someone felt it with me; it was damn cool !!! So that was the only thing that happened to me, in the past 7 days... That's how amazing and life altering my life is; if that even makes sense, yeah it probably does; cause I'm awesome like that. But yeah, I have a couple of stuff left to do for school and man am I happy; I have to make my website, read the french book and study for Bio. To be honest I think the studying for Bio is the worst, because I have to study, and working on a website is a piece of cake and reading french as well. But actually taking a book and studying is the worst thing everrrrr. I should probably go to bed.........

Friday, January 21, 2011

the two of us could run.

Robert Sheehan wearing an owl T-shit *__* <3
I love him .

You've got the love.

So I am supposed to be doing my CT essay right now, but I seriously don't feel like it, I'll do it tomorrow, I promise! Cause if I postpone it some more, then I wont have time for the Biology questions and making the website. I will do French tonight, I need to read the book, so I'll do that. I also did some math today, mum gave me the questions and I did them. I need to study some Biology soon as well, some of the questions are in the book, but the hard ones she wrote them herself and not sure if the answers are in the book, so I'll google it tomorrow, or something... I'll think of something, also I need to leave the house soon, I feel like going out but I can only go out in 5 days, so I'll go out on the last Friday of our break. I read some books the other night. Well actually RE-read, cause I like doing that, I like to feel the same emotions I've felt in the past while reading a certain part of the book, it also brings back memories, like whether I read the book in another country or such, it just feel great to feel like I am there, reading the book for the first time. 
So I made a list of things that probably no one ever knew about me :)

1. I love the smell of candle wax and petroleum 
2. I ADORE having a small gap between my two front teethe 
3. I hate coffee 
4. I wrote about 10 short stories, and I am currently writing one
5. I sleep with my socks on
6. I could have good grades if I wanted to
7. I had an emo/goth phase when I was about 10-11
8. I lost my favorite necklace on an airplane on Friday, 13th 
9. I really want to go to Alaska
10. Drinking milk in the afternoon makes me burp
11. I always loved guys with blue eyes and blonde hair 
12. When something bad or good happens to me; I NEED to rearrange my room and clean it 
13. I like my room temperature over 30 degrees 
14. I have 2 memory boxes; filled with stuff I kept throughout the years
15. I still leave a light on when I go to bed
16. I always lock my bedroom door . 
17. I was anorexic when I was 5
18. I watched about 200 movies during Summer 2010
19. My favorite numbers are : 6, 66, 69, 96
20.I want to be a teacher.

So a few things I doubt a lot of people knew about me, that I now shared with a lot of people, because I guess I want people to know me better and stop judging me as much as they do. Ummm , what else? Not much has been happening in my life, discovered an AWESOME, no awesome is an understatement like BETTER THAN AWESOME, show , and its like amazingggg , I love it. I dicovered it while stalking someone ;) I am proud of some people, sometimes. But I've been soo moody these dayss, I have  been like Bella [Celine , you know what I'm talking about] I've been all : bouhouhouuu so depresseddd and then I'm like : HAHAHA , I dont give a fuck , but then I'm back to depressed. I'm annoying when I'm like that, but there is also an advantage to these terribly annoying mood swings; my dad gets so annoyed he lets me do anything, and my mum is all : awwwhh sweetieee. and I'm like : FUCK YEEEEHHH !!! It started snowing the other day, I didnt even notice cause everyone on Facebook was like : SNOOW and I was like, pfff , it CANT be snowing , and so I look outside my window and I'm all SHIIIIIIIIIT , and Fie is like =.= omg so slow ... So that was the fail of the dayy, but thank god , its not snowing as much as it was this morning, and its 3 in the afternoon and I barely did anything all day. I need to do something ... Something productive ....

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

unsentimental .

I've been gone for quite some time now, I feel like I haven't blogged in ages and there is no perticular reason for this, I just didn't feel like blogging or doing anything for that matter. I have, however, been reading some books and watchings Weeds [finished all 6 seasons; season 7 comes out summer 2011] So anyway , Weeds is pretty amazing, I love it, but not just because I can drool over Hunter Parrish, but that is one of the reasons I like the show. Been watching some Veronica Mars too, I only have the 3rd season, but watching at least a little bit brings great memories !! So yesterday Dad came back from Tajikistan and he brought some interesting and colorful socks !! Love them ! 

Haven't actually done much during this wonderful winter break, I feel a bit relaxed and ready to get good grades this new semester, I have done a lot of math, I can say that and I really hope to pass. Also I am seeing Allan Hyde in less than a 100 days , so I am very excited about that. Finally got wireless so now I can blog in peace, in a quiet environment. So the other day I had a big room cleaning day, and I threw tons of stuff away and now my room smells good and clean and there are no bugs lying around. But anyways, saw Nora for a bit on Saturday when she came only for one day , and she gave me my pretty presents, each one of them revolved around a wonderful animal : an owl !! [of course] she got me an owl necklace, owl underwear, owl hair bands, owl paper clips and even an owl USB, which I emmidiatelly fell in love with; it is definetly the cutest thing I have ever seen!!! Tomorrow I have a wonderful 4 hour session of math with Iman, very excited and I cant wait for school being at home is sooo boring!!! Well I am off , gonna go download some songs and watch Amnesia. Good night :) 

L.A Candy ; Lauren Conrad 

Dick <3[Veronica Mars]

Veronica Mars [Logan apologizing to Veronica , sad moment.]

Today I went shopping with mum, I bought like 20 underwear and 14 socks. I am proud. I also bought a dress, a sweater, leggings, a small blue bag and highheels.. They are too cute :) After all the shopping, we went and ate at Vapiano, it was delicious, better than I expected but such a shame it was so damn expensive, but it was deffinetly worth it !!

listening to great music in the car !!

an owl on my cup <3

pastaaa !! 

mummy :) <3

vapiano .

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Math [Day 1]

Hello ! So as you all may know , yesterday was the worst day of  my life , and the same thing is about to happen today . Yesterday was my first day working on math myself , with no tutor . Mum told me to do at least 30 exercises ... I kinda did 244 , just to make her proud ! You know ? and also because I had nothing to do , I had no internet because I was grounded , but not the point , it seems as if I am always grounded , yes , I am always grounded , I just cant seem to avoid trouble ;) Ummm what else , right now I am very very veryy hyper , thank god no one can see me , I think its because I lack sleep . Cause I woke up this morning , and I couldn't stand on my feet , and just fell back on my bed , then I was a bit dizzy . It was very weird ! I was like ..."wtfff?" nananananaaa , I wanna go out today .. But Im feeling a bit lazy again ... :/ hmmm , oh well . We'll see  ... And I'm off , not feeling so well , when I lay down and look up at the ceiling , it feels like the entire world is spinning , its a beautiful feeling . 

11/1/11 ♥